New Years

I'm just not feeling blogging on Tumblr as of late.  Maybe because its more of a picture and reblogging site, I feel that my feelings and what I write does not belong there.  Not only that, but I feel sorta shunned by my former friends who created new Tumblrs without me knowing... I don't know what I'm supposed to think about that.  I like her so much, maybe she really did realize that... I hope its not the other way around.  What if we do like each other the same way

... but no, there are no other hints.

I miss her talking to me.  It was like what I did the whole summer and I continued to enjoy it, just like watching Detective Conan, or like playing a video game... I just really liked listening to her.  It was a hobby of mine, but felt much more than that.

One of my New Years resolution is to be more vulnerable.  I'll.. talk about myself and cry!