I hate people too easily

I can't focus on life anymore.

Certainly I was okay before I met her.  I handled things well, hence, why I am still alive today.  If I was not okay, I would be dead. Or did I get that wrong?

Being not okay should not mean that you are dead.

Anways.

But what did I actually do before I met her?

Oh, that's right.  I was waiting for someone like her to come into my life.

One of the most lonliness feelings:

Realizing that I am not home.

Ew it's May

It has been almost two years.  I am still attached.  But whatever.  It has always been like this.

Always been like this, meaning before the almost two years, and after the almost two years.

It was so much better almost two years ago.