holy shidaahh

School is kicking my ass.  MapleStory is kicking my ass.  My own body is kicking my ass.

I haven't been exercising as much as I want to.  The rain prevents me from going outside to shoot hoops, family downstairs, arriving home late, prevents me from DDR.  And of course, my addiction to MapleStory.  PvP isn't as funny as it used to be, because FP Arch Mages are losing their OPness to Evans, Mercedes, Demonslayers, and Cannoneers.

Anyways, I'm blogging at school once again.  Life is dull, except I think I've found a few friends.  I'm taking beginning Hip Hop.  I wish it lasted longer, and I can't get some steps right, but I really love it.  I wish I've taken it sooner.

I'm getting old, but I don't feel like aging, not like it really matters, right?  I'm trying to live in the truth.  I hope people won't google telomeres or whatever and end up on my page, but that study is scaring me.  Observing length of the chromosome caps at birth and determining how long we live...I get the feeling the more we study this, and before global warming fucks us all, people will find the secret to immortality, and perhaps not even share it.  I just get this bad premonition that it may happen in my lifetime.  We've been preparing so much for death, and if people were to live forever, I believe that living would be more valuable than ever, and would drive killers to kill more.  I don't believe in the human race.  This is stupid. I hope people just look into healing and killing viruses or whatever.  Don't interfere with nature, please.

It's also unfair to those before us I guess?  I don't know about this... or maybe I just feel like this would be a good movie, and I feel like that scientist who blogs about the future and will be remembered somehow but whatever, yeah I'm weird like that and I'm wasting a lot of time.  I have to do my homework.

But no, I don't feel like it because I feel like blogging more.  I learned about the Big Bounce Theory in Geology.  Well, not really learned all the technical stuff, but I know what happens.  If it does though, I believe everything that was, would repeat itself.  So in Kajillion years, everything I did now will be repeated but not remembered.  This brings me a comfort to death, and the loss of friends and others.  We will be reunited again after the next big bang! I'll be experiencing the same shit again, yeah!