first quarter of University finished.

And I've got to say, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.  I COULD have gotten straight A's, but decisions throughout my time have led me to listen to my music.  If I was more consistent with my work ethic, if only I took the time, I would have raised my GPA by a lot more.

The real battle starts now.  I'll be taking science classes, classes that I feel that would benefit my consumerist nature self.  Satisfy my needs for family support, and interest.  It'll be a bump up for my pride as a truth seeker, and the title as "scientist" really captures my perception of my own self... so I'm excited, but at the same time, I have doubts that I'd follow what my mind says, but I'll see where this takes me.

I'm truly living as what I believe living should be: as just breathing, taking in days one at a time, searching for entertainment that will protect me from the despairs of society and death.  Believing that we are all truly equal, and that the only thing that I know for sure, that doesn't help anything at all, is getting angry at others, or telling how others should live their lives.  I shouldn't judge even though I am constantly judging as much as everyone else is.  But  if it's nature that chooses me to judge people, then I'll let that happen, but I'll stop it when I'm aware, or at least try to, because I don't want to be a hypocrite by getting  mad.

Anyways, I've finished the Slam Dunk main series, which includes Ch 199+ on the manga, and excluding the last five episodes on Hulu.  It was a very enjoyable and inspiring experience.  Rukawa is just so cool, and Sakuragi's gang taught me what being a true friend is all about even though I'll never be a friend like that.  Maybe I'll be satisfied with myself if I follow it?  I still think that friendship is overdone, its overrated, but its needed.  Overrated in that its not true for people to sacrifice themselves and that friendship lasts forever, but we do need friends to live in a day to day basis which really matters I guess.

This Spring break consisted of basketball and MapleStory.  Too much MapleStory, and its really close from getting cut out of my life.  It's what I'm pushing for actually.  Even if it makes me happy, its not the kind of happiness I'm searching for.

Everything I say is so pointless and such a product of a human who has submerged himself in the multimedia and education with a little heart added to it, it feels so pathetic, but this is what I am I suppose... oh well, I got my April entry out of the way.  BTW I didn't see the umbrella girl ever again, nor did I ever talk to that other girl with the nice body that likes video games and anime.