case closed.

I think the reason why I was holding on for so long, is because I felt like I was the perfect one.  We complemented each other in so many ways, and I just had a feeling that we could be together.  I may not reflect who I am in this other world, but it was just something deep down, and I could feel, and know what kind of person she is.  I had that hope, and that certainty that it would work out.  Now I know it's not like that, and other people are so different in judging others.  I think, this is the reason, and now I can finally let it go.

I never knew her.  I felt that we would know each other.  I was too inner confident about it, only to get a peculiar result that I haven't anticipated.  Too much inner confidence destroys, especially keeping in mind that being humble is the way to go.

I'm hopping onto the bandwagon, and living life for my own well-being.  I know I've been doing this unconsciously, but now I'll make sure I realize it. With this, fused with living life for something else, I'd feel... I don't know how I would feel, but I'll do whatever from now on to find out!

No more looking for you.  No more waiting for you to come.  No more hopes.  This is it.  Thank you for occupying my time.  Thank you for the memories.   Thank you for making me so happy during those times.  Thank you for being you.  I can move on now.  Thank you again.  Thank you for everything.  I'm not going to do anything to rekindle our relationship ever again.