empty shell?

Regardless of this bad day, I feel so motivated.

And I realized that I don't have opinions.  I know I have some deep down, but there are some that I truly don't wish to express.

This weekend I need to:

Practice Piano

Dermatologist appointment

Write down Oral Speech for History

Read Gov ch 6 and ch5 on California today

Think of a  topic that I have an opinion on

Review Arguments

Think of when I'm going to visit elementary schools: 1. Fairmont, 2. Woodrow Wilson, 3. Mira Vista.  And think of questions I may have to ask Professor Gottesman.

Think of what to wear for that 3 o'clock thing because she will be there. And I have to say hi. LOL

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It's happening to me again.  I have this REALLY heavy crush.  omfg. But it's going to push me to work hard in school, and the result will make my parents happier! So it's a positive thing either way I guess. I don't know, I'll feel like I'm living though.