actually.

The ending wasn't as bad as I thought.  She genuinely didn't know me.  She genuinely didn't understand me.  And it's her attitude, not mine.  I was okay with everything until she gets mad.  So, I'll let it rest.  It was also her who looked in the trash.

She contradicted herself with every word said.  She's the one who assumes.  She's the one who takes sarcasm.  She takes everything I said so seriously.  She's the one who likes online relationships.  She's the one with failed friendships.  She's the only one with only one genuine friend she can hold onto.

She needs the love more so WTF am I saying.  Now's not the time to feel stressful, I have a test to study for, but I can't help but worry about her.  I don't want her to lose faith in genuine people like me.  Well, she's fed up with me.  I guess I should respect her.  But then she says actions speak louder than words, so I guess I have to act on something?  Like showing that I'm holding on even without any words to her.  Yup, that's what I'm doing.  99.99% chance she won't see that though, thus again she contradicts herself.

Talking at her instead of talking to her?  And yeah, she's right about me being forced to talk to her.  I don't like talking like that, she should give me something to work on.

And she stopped it through text.. I guess we both aren't truly important to each other, and this is indeed impertinent.  Still, I'm stressing.  shieeet.