dammit.

what if she thinks I'm creepy now.

What if...

And then there was that episode on Arthur.  Buster Baxter went away and he came back.  And at the end of the song, a lyric went sorta like:  Once close, you can be together again.

I forgot how the song went, but we were close before... can we be together again?  What if I'm creepy, she told me it was her last time talking to me, and her tone sounded dark and fed up, and her best friend tells me that she's fed up, but I still don't believe her best friend.

But its her best friend for over 10 years (I think).  They talk about everything together.

Are friendships based on tuition rather than on information like the market?  It probably is.  We haven't even spoken together face to face.  So I guess that's how much she has affected me.