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I achieved level 155 today in MapleStory.  I accidentally landed on her channel too.  She seems to be having so much fun without me, I feel so left out.  Why did she do this?  Now she'll make things so awkward... even if I was in the guild again, we'd make things so awkward.  It should be me who's mad because it was her who gossiped about me to her best friend and my friends.  I know I'm blinded... I want to know how long it'll last though.

Is she really insecure?  Doesn't look like her BF is that close to her.  Is it a non serious relationship?  She did say "does online count?" And then there's the time where she got jealous of me training with Chelle.  And then when I said I moved on, she got mad at me, like she wouldn't want to talk to me, when she could've just said what was wrong nicely.  Then, she wanted me to talk to her despite what I did and that I still like her.  And then again... she completely killed it when I said I moved on about a month ago.

But something's wrong.  Why did she stop being my friend at that one point when I wouldn't talk to her?  It's so strange.

Eh, whatever.  I'll stick to think that she is annoyed with me, and that I'll show her by showing Marites my effort, which are my letters. Yup.  Plus time management, I should be able to balance school, and this.