plans. sort of.

I want to join the Navy.

I can't see myself living just for money.  What else can I buy?  All I need is myself, and some people.  I always hated money when I was little.  I don't spend it because I want to see how it's like to live without spending though then again my parents buy me stuff.  I don't ask for stuff though.  I just need enough money to get what I really really want, which is not much.  So yeah, not joining the "fuck bitches, get money bandwagon."

I want to be those who live in the moment.  I don't want to get angry all the time, I don't want to get sad all the time... other people are screwing up my mind.  It's like she wants me to get mad.  Hell no, I do not want to get mad.  I want to be a good writer... I want to have great ideas... I want to be independent.  I want to live as a good person.  Then there's my nature that conflicts with it which sucks because I don't mean to be me.  My nature is also telling me to rush.  I want to take life slow.  I want to be funny.  I don't want to cause trouble.  Dammit!

For now, I should study my Chemistry and Microbiology.