oh fuck.

Bombed my Chem exam, thought it would be really easy.  Shiiiiit.

I'll let her go, I think I'm coming off as annoying. My plan would be to talk to her at least once in two days, well, if she's available, I'll talk to her.  Then the next day, if she's available, I won't talk to her, and I'll wait until the next day until she is available.  Yup, that's what I'll do.

Gotta work my fucking ass off.  Microbiology, Chemistry, piano.  I'm not even practicing much piano.

I'm becoming more friendly.  It's definitely thanks to her. How the hell can I repay her?  I just have to be a better person when I talk to her, right?

Talked to Phyu Phyu, she hates clingy guys too, and she actually severed her friendship with guys like that. That was scary, I don't want to love anyone anymore if girls are like that lmao. I like talking to her, I feel like I can open up, and she actually laughs at my funnies.  I think we'll be good friends or whatever.

Talked to Mike, he's doing alright, I think we can start kicking it too. Yeah, he should be my best friend.  Intimidating, but he's still cool. I'll try to be cool too.

I just have to make up my friendship with Caroline, because I know I'm at fault for being a gayass friend.I left her during her birthday party because I felt awkward.  I should have waited, and just stayed there.  Not only that, I still haven't given her my DS games.  And the Anatomy book I said I would give her.  And not answering her phone calls.  Wow what an asshole I am.  And I'm making it look like she leeched from me because she never done any favors for me except being my friend.

Why was I fucking scared of the phone? =_=

And why the fuck was I scared about talking about myself.