i need evidence.

"There's no such thing as an innocent person.  We've all got a blemish or two in our hearts."

I need solid evidence.  Words that I said to hit me right back.  How did I offend her?  How else did I lie?  She's being judgmental in that she's not talking to me because I offended her and apparently I'm causing her so much problems.  Why is that?  I don't even talk, how am I offending her by not talking? Am I offending her because I'm not talking?

Her last comment, was a sarcastic "don't I feel special."  She's not acknowledging how special she is.  How do I bring it out of her?  I'll stop complimenting her.  It's not going anywhere, and I'm going to assume that these compliments offends her.  I don't want to hurt her.  It's just so awkward when we talk now.

She doesn't know me at all.  I can see how.  She doesn't think I'm as intelligent as her.  But obviously what I said to her were sarcastic and playful remarks that she took to herself too seriously. She's so pathetic, getting angry at me like that. She's dependent on her friend to help her sort out problems. I don't like her friend, her friend been backstabbing me, and my hateful entries in the past, Slip, in particular,  is about her friend.  Her fat gross disgusting looking wannabe friend. I know what kind of person her friend is, she attaches herself to someone who actually cares about her.  She's telling her to stop talking to me.  What a bitch. I abhor girls like her.

And if she doesn't know me at all, how come she's talking shit about me?  She's not only sensitive, but an irritating sensitive asshole, who's insensitive to other people.

She said she'd like to know me. And she's not going to force it, and she's saying if it's meant to happen, then it'll happen... wow, and I'm working my ass off forcing this shit, but I guess it's just not showing. I feel so blocked.  Everything I have to offer feels blocked.  I can't penetrate through her shield.

She gave me a few chances.  I perceived this before she had to say it to me.  I knew each time, she's been giving me more chances.  How the hell am I supposed to act towards her?  This is frustrating, I don't know how to deal with close-minded egocentric hypocrites like her, but I want to because I love her and she's interesting.

I need her to hit me back with my words. I need her rebuttal. I need more to work on, talking to her isn't as fun anymore.  She's losing her spark.

I have no reason to not feel hurt, but for some reason, I'm still not mad at her.   She listed everything she didn't like about me, called me stupid, said things that are meant to hurt me, and told me that I'm a little kid.  And she doesn't know me. And I'm not mad.

She weaves her words well.  But she's not using the "understanding" needle.