tired. nauseated.

It’s my turn.  You keep picking on me on little things, so I’ll do the same since you want to be treated the same way you treat others. Stop. Provoking. Me. I can't live up to YOUR standards. And I won't live up to what you want.  I won't stop being suspicious, I won't stop lying, and I won't stop being hypocritical.  YOU DO THAT TOO. IT'S BECAUSE WE'RE HUMAN.  I don't care about working for you anymore.  And I'm finally going to say that I can't believe I wasted my good words on YOU.

1. You ran away when you called me a liar.  You don’t like it when other people ran away, yet you did.

2. “Doesn’t it make you wonder what my REAL opinion of you is?”

3. You said we can’t be friends because I haven’t moved on, yet after that you said it’s okay to love you.

4. When you said its okay that I love you, and I start doing stuff then you say you don’t like me loving you.

5. You said you hate your parents but you’re still living with them.

6. You say you don’t do to others that you don’t want them to do to you.  You called friends bitches; you get angry at your friends.  So you’re okay getting angried at and you like being called a bitch?  I don’t think so; you’re overly sensitive and shy.

7. When you were talking about a friend’s problem, you said that the guy is waiting for the girl to break up with her boyfriend, but actually you said that she’s using the guy as backup since she knows he’s waiting for her, when she breaks up with the actual BF, she will win with another guy anyways.  Is this how you’re treating me, using me? And you said that you just like talking to me.

8. You said your bf is too shy to talk to you in web cam. And when I said I was shy you said that our relationship isn’t progressing. So wuhh? Your relationship with your bf isn’t growing, what kind of relationship is that?

9. You say I don’t listen to you, and I do listen to you. And you’re assuming that I don’t because what I do doesn’t match what you want me to do.

10. You say you’re not shallow and you don’t care about people’s appearance, yet you yourself look stunningly beautiful.

11. You brought up Meteor again.

12. You’re not asking me questions either.

13. You say you’re smart  (You say "HUH?!" a lot, JUST READ THE LINE AGAIN OR ASK SOMETHING MORE SPECIFIC.).

14. You say that you want to help me become a better person, yet I’m a better person than you. What gives you the right to judge a person for being "better" than others?

15. You’re living proof of failed friendships.

16. You say we’re friends but whenever you get so angry it’s always me who has to chase after you (it's a hassle, and a lot of work to come up with what I have to say).

17. You say we’re just friends but you’re trying to make this friendship progress.

18.  Telling me to talk, but you’re not talking to me.

19.  You don’t like being annoyed, yet you’re irritating me so much.

20.  You got mad at me for saying that I moved on.

21.  You got mad at me for training with Chelle.

22.  You complained about Lightnos only training with a Bishop yet you do the same.

23.  You complain about complainers, though that’s a contradiction because you’re still complaining and complaining is complaining.

24. You're unappreciative.

25.  You're not understanding.

26. You're saying I don't talk to you yet you're the one with my phone number.

27.  You blocked me on MSN. And you want me to talk to you on MSN.

28. You say you tell me a problem you're having with me, but you don't.  And I have proof that you did say "tbh I was annoyed with you these past weeks" and you said that you told me this before you said that.

I want to say something mean.  You and your boyfriend don't talk much not because of the 9 hour difference, but because he's annoyed with you and can't put up with your shit.

I’m a nice guy.  But I'm starting to not like you.  You’re rude, greedy, irritating, annoying, self-centered, egotistical, hypocritical, dark-hearted, problem causing, not understanding, And YOU think you deserve friends. I was HAPPY the way I am.  And I think I learned a lot about life with you.  I learned that you suck, and I like all my friends more than you.  I always wanted you to keep up with them, so I spent more time with you.  Plus there was that thing where I fell for you.

If you're trying to help me, you're not doing your best.

I know one truth though.  You REALLY don't know me. After spending time with me for six months, you really don't know me =_=

I spend a lot of time with my family.  I know them.  And OUR PERSONALITIES CLASH.  We're DIFFERENT.  YET we are still able to be happy and enjoy life together. Someone has to give in. I bet you think you're better than them.  I did that before and it doesn't turn out very nice.

But I'm going to stop here.  It's really my fault.  I'm not listening.  I keep making the same mistakes.  I have to make things better.  It starts with not loving you.