the 2010 semester starts.

I was only setting up for a joke.  It was supposed to end with me saying "you say you're not shallow, but you look stunningly gorgeous.  There is no way you can naturally look like that."  I'm sure she got offended, and I just have this feeling that she just won't believe in me anymore.  I want to talk to her, but I can't.  I think I have to wait a bit, this isn't the time to joke around anyways.  And what good will be in it for me?  Nothing.  I keep making the same mistakes, and I can't seem to fix them either anymore.  I need to keep this friendship if I'm going to marry her.  So I'll wait for a bit.  I need our feelings to calm down.  She doesn't trust me, and how can she trust me after all I said?  Yup.

Today was the first day of class.  I didn't have a calculator so I was slow in doing that chemistry math ready exam.  I got 17/20, I haven't had a math class in awhile so I struggled using common sense from previous math courses.  My teacher is awesome.  Hella smart people will get a D, but diligent and average people will get a B. I like how he teaches, he has that natural teaching and talking ability like the other good teachers I ever had.  I'll do my best this semester.

In lab today, I was going to be partnered up with Vanessa from my old english class.  She didn't remember me, most likely because I had shorter hair.  We shook hands, and then her Asian friend started talking to her.  I was going to be happy because I was with two other hard working people.  But then I see Phyu Phyu, and I became her lab partner instead because she asked me, and Vanessa looked like she wanted to be with her Asian friend.  We're supposed to have three lab partners though, so I was going to ask the professor if we can have a foursome but I didn't.   We connected so well though, I didn't think we could because back in high school, I would give her the cold shoulder, just because she was seen as a loser.  But it was nice talking to her, she opened up to me, and I could easily open up my side.  Maybe its just because I know I'm better than her.   We share a lot of hobbies, and I learned that she has to work to take care of the rest of her family, and she's working paying for herself to go to school.  I'm glad I'm her partner though, I feel like this will be a fun semester.

After that, my family spent dinner, first time at Black Angus.  The food is okay, I like the atmosphere and the waiter more though.  He was cool, he was nice at first and happy, and when my mom gave him a $10 tip, he got even more happy so its cool how people can get happier than happy.