They used to be my favorite team, until what they did to Perkins, Daniels, Erden, and Harangody.
Every day I watch all their games because they are just so fun to watch. And now the Boston executives traded Erden to the CAVELIERS. Erden, who started for them for a few games. Erden, the 7'0" rookie from t00rkey who can dunk. Erden, the Pencil. Harangoody who works hard. Harangoody, who likes to shooty shooty. Harangoody, who likes that foody foody. And there's Daniels, JUST BECAUSE HE GETS INJURED GETS TRADED. Daniels, the guy who is doing good for his city. Such a charitable young fellow. Helping out the youth. He was so good in defending and finding open shots. WTF CELTICS LEADER TRADING EXECUTIVE MONEY PEOPLE, WTF!
Perkins worked so hard to recover from surgery to fight with Boston. But noOooOO, traded to the THUNDER. But I guess Thunder would be really good now with him. He's their missing piece. GO THUNDER. THUNDER SAUCE, WHAT TIME IS IT? KD TIME, YEAH!
AND I HOPE DENVER wins more games than NYK from now until the end of the season kthx.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
opened up my FB l0l.
I have this compulsive thing where all my activities listed must have a picture, and must be five in each row for a perfect square. I listed Lily Allen as part of "Music" and damn I love her songs, it hits home and I generally agree with her lyrics, plus she has that jazzy voice which I love singers to sing like.
So if people like Lily Allen's songs, they should be able to relate to me more since I like her songs. She is popular, so I don't feel that alone anymore.
Changed my major too on my FB. From Nursing to Libral Arts. Or Liberal Arts or whatever.
I helped tutor one of my classmates. She said she thought of me all night the next day o.0 but she got a 91% on the test, so YEAY I feel like I'm a better teacher thing. SO I guess I'll be a teacher l0l. And now my other seatmate wants me to teach her too L0L.
I talked to my counselor, and now I'm encouraged to become a Liberal Arts Major. I guess I feel a better spark to it now, and I feel a lot more motivated. As long as its not nursing. The thought of majoring in nursing felt so mundane and uninspiring. I don't know if its the fact that there are so many nurses in my family, or that the job itself looks tiring and not worthwhile. You give medicine to people, and you have to talk to people. Medicine created by the real people that helps people who are Medical Researchers. Why did I think about being a nurse anyways, I want to be stable? My thoughts shifted and being stable in life doesn't matter actually. What does being stable do? It makes you stable! And predictable, safe, plus woman like stable men I guess. It's good for the children too, my future kid's health plan.
But what if we live. And we die. It's the same thing. We're all going to die. We're all going to end up the same. That's already predictable! So if A=B, and C= B, A should equal C! So if nursing path is predictable, and if dying is predictable, nursing should equal dying! Even if the nursing path is dying, it's all good because we all die anyway! But do I want to die? Sort of, to get it over with. AH, that's it, my will to live kicks in, thus I want to live, so I don't choose nursing.
So now I'm back to the beginning, readying my 4.0. I should look for a tutoring job, but now I must apply to CSU East Bay. Liberal Arts Major, WRAAH.
Now I remember what I wanted to blog about all weekend. A GOLDEN SUN DARK DAWN review.
So if people like Lily Allen's songs, they should be able to relate to me more since I like her songs. She is popular, so I don't feel that alone anymore.
Changed my major too on my FB. From Nursing to Libral Arts. Or Liberal Arts or whatever.
I helped tutor one of my classmates. She said she thought of me all night the next day o.0 but she got a 91% on the test, so YEAY I feel like I'm a better teacher thing. SO I guess I'll be a teacher l0l. And now my other seatmate wants me to teach her too L0L.
I talked to my counselor, and now I'm encouraged to become a Liberal Arts Major. I guess I feel a better spark to it now, and I feel a lot more motivated. As long as its not nursing. The thought of majoring in nursing felt so mundane and uninspiring. I don't know if its the fact that there are so many nurses in my family, or that the job itself looks tiring and not worthwhile. You give medicine to people, and you have to talk to people. Medicine created by the real people that helps people who are Medical Researchers. Why did I think about being a nurse anyways, I want to be stable? My thoughts shifted and being stable in life doesn't matter actually. What does being stable do? It makes you stable! And predictable, safe, plus woman like stable men I guess. It's good for the children too, my future kid's health plan.
But what if we live. And we die. It's the same thing. We're all going to die. We're all going to end up the same. That's already predictable! So if A=B, and C= B, A should equal C! So if nursing path is predictable, and if dying is predictable, nursing should equal dying! Even if the nursing path is dying, it's all good because we all die anyway! But do I want to die? Sort of, to get it over with. AH, that's it, my will to live kicks in, thus I want to live, so I don't choose nursing.
So now I'm back to the beginning, readying my 4.0. I should look for a tutoring job, but now I must apply to CSU East Bay. Liberal Arts Major, WRAAH.
Now I remember what I wanted to blog about all weekend. A GOLDEN SUN DARK DAWN review.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
short weekends.
Since I think I've lost interest in MapleStory because of all the Potential equips and godly damage everyone else has except me, I've been playign around my Ipod and downloaded a few apps. Played Bloons Tower Defense 4 Saturday. And now I've been looking into Hyperdimension Neptunia for the PS3, and I'm feeling so behind on the current generation of games.
When I get a PS3, I need Atelier Annie, that game, Ar Tonelico 3, Cross Edge, Marvel VS Capcom 3, FF XIII, Disgaea 3, and those other junks that I wanted before. I think there was an RPG about Chopin which I think I'd want to try.
But I won't get a PS3 once Xenoblade/Monad has its official release date, and I'll be getting a Wii instead.
I'm currently playing my DS, alternating between Lufia Curse of the Sinistrals and Golden Sun Dark Dawn, both of which I started today. I think I'll just start the games, but I'll continue finishing up Diabolical Box. I think I'm stuck in the forest with some lantern lighting question.
On console, I've been playing Street Fighter Alpha 3 often, and now I want to replay the Ar Tonelico series. Or should I finish up my new game plus on Chrono Cross? I think I'll do Crono Cross first since the PSX is already set up in my room, and I'll just play AT when no one else is downstairs (PS2 downstairs).
Been playing a lot of basketball too. And watching a lot. I missed the last Boston Lakers game of the season because I had a class during that game. I know it'll be last because San Antonio Spurs will knock them out the second round.
Looking forward to All-Star weekend next week! And that's it. Not looking forward to anything else lol.
When I get a PS3, I need Atelier Annie, that game, Ar Tonelico 3, Cross Edge, Marvel VS Capcom 3, FF XIII, Disgaea 3, and those other junks that I wanted before. I think there was an RPG about Chopin which I think I'd want to try.
But I won't get a PS3 once Xenoblade/Monad has its official release date, and I'll be getting a Wii instead.
I'm currently playing my DS, alternating between Lufia Curse of the Sinistrals and Golden Sun Dark Dawn, both of which I started today. I think I'll just start the games, but I'll continue finishing up Diabolical Box. I think I'm stuck in the forest with some lantern lighting question.
On console, I've been playing Street Fighter Alpha 3 often, and now I want to replay the Ar Tonelico series. Or should I finish up my new game plus on Chrono Cross? I think I'll do Crono Cross first since the PSX is already set up in my room, and I'll just play AT when no one else is downstairs (PS2 downstairs).
Been playing a lot of basketball too. And watching a lot. I missed the last Boston Lakers game of the season because I had a class during that game. I know it'll be last because San Antonio Spurs will knock them out the second round.
Looking forward to All-Star weekend next week! And that's it. Not looking forward to anything else lol.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
my really weird dream.
I fell asleep after playing Street Fighter Alpha 3 on Thursday.
And then I had the weirdest compilation of dream sequences I ever remembered. I'll type this really fast before I forget.
The first one, was that I was a CNA. I was giving this huge fat lady a bed bath. I was trying to clean her, and she kept screaming like she was hurt, and telling me not to clean her... until I cleaned her arms then she started talking as if she had an orgasm, and she started smiling and stuff and I was strangely turned on WTF.
Then I was driving up the hill, that looks like Arlington street where my grandpa lived. There was a stoplight, and the light turned green but the car in front of me stopped. And for some reason they got out of the car and they were wearing those head coverings... I don't know what you call them (the ones that middle easterners wear) it was a woman and a little boy, and then I heard some announcement which sounded like a middle eastern Hitler, which continued as I went up the hill, and there was a long line of enslaved people wearing blue turbans and white cloaks walking up the hill. They looked beat up. And there were the red turban people, walking with them as if they were the enemy who caught the blue turban people. And the higher I went up the hill, I saw normal people who looked like people I go to school with, and it was like a McDonald's PlayPlace where people were lined up to slide or whatever, but actually at the top should be the leader of the red turban people.
When I reached the top of the hill, there was some kind of Filipino fountain, and my brother told me to park, and he left. I kept looking for a parking space but couldn't find one, so I went underground somehow and kept going up until I saw that Filipino water fountain. I don't remember parking though.
And then somehow I landed outside library, and I was with high school friends and we were thinking of some kind of plan to defeat the red turban people and bring peace to the world. Then I went in the library alone because they asked me to find an empty table and I saw Frieza and his dad Cooler and I was like "I remember this, Trunks is going to come in and cut him up." And then I went out the library, came back in, and whatever and I woke up.
Anyways I have a lot to do on Monday.
Reading Partners, Homework, Kaiser, Counselors Appointment.
I can't believe she is only 17:
I feel that I'm in denial that I'm not old.
And then I had the weirdest compilation of dream sequences I ever remembered. I'll type this really fast before I forget.
The first one, was that I was a CNA. I was giving this huge fat lady a bed bath. I was trying to clean her, and she kept screaming like she was hurt, and telling me not to clean her... until I cleaned her arms then she started talking as if she had an orgasm, and she started smiling and stuff and I was strangely turned on WTF.
Then I was driving up the hill, that looks like Arlington street where my grandpa lived. There was a stoplight, and the light turned green but the car in front of me stopped. And for some reason they got out of the car and they were wearing those head coverings... I don't know what you call them (the ones that middle easterners wear) it was a woman and a little boy, and then I heard some announcement which sounded like a middle eastern Hitler, which continued as I went up the hill, and there was a long line of enslaved people wearing blue turbans and white cloaks walking up the hill. They looked beat up. And there were the red turban people, walking with them as if they were the enemy who caught the blue turban people. And the higher I went up the hill, I saw normal people who looked like people I go to school with, and it was like a McDonald's PlayPlace where people were lined up to slide or whatever, but actually at the top should be the leader of the red turban people.
When I reached the top of the hill, there was some kind of Filipino fountain, and my brother told me to park, and he left. I kept looking for a parking space but couldn't find one, so I went underground somehow and kept going up until I saw that Filipino water fountain. I don't remember parking though.
And then somehow I landed outside library, and I was with high school friends and we were thinking of some kind of plan to defeat the red turban people and bring peace to the world. Then I went in the library alone because they asked me to find an empty table and I saw Frieza and his dad Cooler and I was like "I remember this, Trunks is going to come in and cut him up." And then I went out the library, came back in, and whatever and I woke up.
Anyways I have a lot to do on Monday.
Reading Partners, Homework, Kaiser, Counselors Appointment.
I can't believe she is only 17:
I feel that I'm in denial that I'm not old.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
passed CBEST.
I passed. I don't feel good about my WRITING score though. I got a 39 on writing. The only thought that would make me feel better, is the "I didn't even study for it." I need 123 points to pass, and I got 140. Maybe another excuse would be "I slept at 4 the night before the test, and woke up late." I was playing MapleStory the week of the test, and got my Mechanic to 70 in two days. LOL. And another excuse.. I haven't had an english class for 3 years, and a math class in 4 years. Yup, I feel better already.
<3
I'm addicted to chess on my Ipod.
I shouldn't feel better about this actually. I am SO IRRESPONSIBLE. But whatever.
I thought writing was one of my stronger points. At least its pushing me to do better (I guess) even though I'm always trying to do better.
LOL my writing is so unorganized. But blogs shouldn't count as writing, right?
<3
I'm addicted to chess on my Ipod.
I shouldn't feel better about this actually. I am SO IRRESPONSIBLE. But whatever.
I thought writing was one of my stronger points. At least its pushing me to do better (I guess) even though I'm always trying to do better.
LOL my writing is so unorganized. But blogs shouldn't count as writing, right?
Monday, February 7, 2011
documentation beats conversation.
But when you're talking about feelings, documentation and conversation do not apply.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
that sidequest.
In games, you know those quests that are just there, but you have to get through them? And when they're over, you're done with it and there's no going back?
I feel like I'm a sidequest in everyone's life. For the reason that I don't last forever. I may talk and reconnect for a moment, but a little while later, it is gone. I can't believe myself, that I'd think of things like this because I'm not supposed to be a social person.
I'm not supposed to have friends.
These days feel so nostalgic. Perhaps it is the weather. It's that weather feeling, this new sun and light that makes me think back to both times where I believed I loved.
Both times I knew I fell hard have the exact same weather sequence, which is mildly hot with a sense of accomplishment and an ending to a life's sidequest, dawning a new quest. First, was ending a depression phase, and right after, "falling in love". Second, was ending a depression phase, and right after, "falling in love".
Actually, it wasn't "right after." The depression phase and falling in love phases overlap. Love was my escape.
And this time, I'm ending a depression phase, hopefully. But the only quest I see from that distance isn't a new love this time.
It's my career path. I guess what was holding back my motivation, was the pressures of "love."
I'm leaving my escape behind.
I feel like I'm a sidequest in everyone's life. For the reason that I don't last forever. I may talk and reconnect for a moment, but a little while later, it is gone. I can't believe myself, that I'd think of things like this because I'm not supposed to be a social person.
I'm not supposed to have friends.
These days feel so nostalgic. Perhaps it is the weather. It's that weather feeling, this new sun and light that makes me think back to both times where I believed I loved.
Both times I knew I fell hard have the exact same weather sequence, which is mildly hot with a sense of accomplishment and an ending to a life's sidequest, dawning a new quest. First, was ending a depression phase, and right after, "falling in love". Second, was ending a depression phase, and right after, "falling in love".
Actually, it wasn't "right after." The depression phase and falling in love phases overlap. Love was my escape.
And this time, I'm ending a depression phase, hopefully. But the only quest I see from that distance isn't a new love this time.
It's my career path. I guess what was holding back my motivation, was the pressures of "love."
I'm leaving my escape behind.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
class on Monday.
I have a stupid class on Monday. WHICH TAKES PLACE DURING MY READING PARTNERS TIME. Now I have to figure out how to fit in Reading Partners to this schedule. It's heartbreaking when I feel like I can't teach... I HAVE TO TEACH to keep my sanity.
Yesterday was my mom's 54th birthday.
omfg, I really don't see the point of "small talk" and all that. JEEZ WHY AM I LIKE THIS. Why do I feel like getting away once someone is talking to me in something I'm completely uninterested in? And why can't I tell it to that person straight out like that? It's so annoying... I'm so annoying.
Yesterday was my mom's 54th birthday.
omfg, I really don't see the point of "small talk" and all that. JEEZ WHY AM I LIKE THIS. Why do I feel like getting away once someone is talking to me in something I'm completely uninterested in? And why can't I tell it to that person straight out like that? It's so annoying... I'm so annoying.
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