opened up my FB l0l.

I have this compulsive thing where all my activities listed must have a picture, and must be five in each row for a perfect square.  I listed Lily Allen as part of "Music" and damn I love her songs, it hits home and I generally agree with her lyrics, plus she has that jazzy voice which I love singers to sing like.



So if people like Lily Allen's songs, they should be able to relate to me more since I like her songs.  She is popular, so I don't feel that alone anymore.

Changed my major too on my FB.  From Nursing to Libral Arts. Or Liberal Arts or whatever.

I helped tutor one of my classmates.  She said she thought of me all night the next day o.0 but she got a 91% on the test, so YEAY I feel like I'm a better teacher thing.  SO I guess I'll be a teacher l0l. And now my other seatmate wants me to teach her too L0L.

I talked to my counselor, and now I'm encouraged to become a Liberal Arts Major.  I guess I feel a better spark to it now, and I feel a lot more motivated.  As long as its not nursing.  The thought of majoring in nursing felt so mundane and uninspiring.  I don't know if its the fact that there are so many nurses in my family, or that the job itself looks tiring and not worthwhile.  You give medicine to people, and you have to talk to people.  Medicine created by the real people that helps people who are Medical Researchers.  Why did I think about being a nurse anyways, I want to be stable?  My thoughts shifted and being stable in life doesn't matter actually.  What does being stable do?  It makes you stable!  And predictable, safe, plus woman like stable men I guess.  It's good for the children too, my future kid's health plan.

But what if we live.  And we die.  It's the same thing.   We're all going to die.  We're all going to end up the same.  That's already predictable! So if A=B, and C= B, A should equal C! So if nursing path is predictable, and if dying is predictable, nursing should equal dying! Even if the nursing path is dying, it's all good because we all die anyway!  But do I want to die?  Sort of, to get it over with.  AH, that's it, my will to live kicks in, thus I want to live, so I don't choose nursing.

So now I'm back to the beginning, readying my 4.0.  I should look for a tutoring job, but now I must apply to CSU East Bay.  Liberal Arts Major, WRAAH.

Now I remember what I wanted to blog about all weekend.  A GOLDEN SUN DARK DAWN review.