first week of the 2012 fall quarter.

... and what else can I say?  I feel like I'm in the same position.  Except that I feel more calm, and I know more about myself.

I'm not a ranty person, but I guess one little rant won't hurt.  I was playing basketball with my friend, and then somehow we had to play a game.  We were in different teams, and like wtf, this tall black guy in my team who doesn't do much tells me to guard him and he keeps telling me to guard him (my friend) and shit but I just can't keep up, my friend is a friggin COACH.  A BASKETBALL COACH.  Of course I can't guard him, I play video games, watch stuff, and read shit all day so I have no stamina for this!  So I think I did a horrible job because I couldn't keep up but whatever.  This has to motivate me to build up more stamina.

My Bio Professor is quite d0pe.  She knows her shit.  My Hip Hop teacher is d0ap as usual, and she remembers me and my name.  Only thing that sucks is that we're dancing to one of the same songs as last quarter's, but that's okay since its a new choreo routine thing I guess, but a different song would have been better, just so that I know more songs.

I sprained my left shoulder.  Something crackles when I rotate it, and it just really hurts.. been that way for like four days already.  And now I feel the pain transferring over to my left arm and my left hand.  I dropped two things on accident because I had no control of my grip on my left.  I dropped my book, and my water bottle's cap.  Dropped the book on the train, and the cap in the bus.  Now I can feel it a little on my right hand.  It's more of my wrist on my right though rather than grip.  Maybe since it's on my left side, the pain in my heart (iirc the heart is on the left side) is actually transferring over to my shoulder, arm, and hand.  Maybe it's not a sprain but some kind of heart disease... Maybe the emotional pain in my heart is over flooding so the only way to transfer the pain over is to my arm, shoulder, and hand?  ...ha.. ha... ha.

I am a bit disappointed because my only two good friends go to school the same day as me only once a week.

That also means the only words I say throughout the day are probably "thank you" which is to the bus drivers.  My friend's gf said hi to me, that was refreshing because I feel like such an outcast again with no one to really talk to or hang out, I'm glad to be noticed I guess?  One of my other classmates remembers me too, this black guy, and we talked for a bit.  He sprained his foot and its burning, and is taking pictures about his life for photography. Sounds like fun, I should have started out as a Multimedia major.

I think I'm allergic to apples.

Sometimes, I even think... am I really an introvert?  Or just a loser extrovert?  I mean like, I'm actually an extrovert but I actually fail on being one? lol.  I truly love public speaking.  I like taking a whole night to write up something to actually say it.  I like saying things that I want to say.  I like saying things and making people laugh.

Just thought of something kinda funny too.  I think if I ever get into a relationship, I'd be such a troll.  Like, if my GF is in my room, I'd randomly push her monstrously onto my bed and start ripping our clothes off being so aggressive and whatnot, and then only peck her on the cheek ,and then put my clothes back on. boohahaha.