So a couple of months ago, I was full of shit. I conducted an experiment that I truly believe would have been a success. But I was wrong. "Loving" her did not last. It was a test for myself, I believed in myself that I could not get over her, and I wanted to believe myself that I "love" her.
Why it has failed? I find myself not feeling anything towards her. I feel myself not even thinking about her at all within an hour, when I did though, she was in my thoughts 90% of an hour (if I remember correctly, and if I remember what I think I remember, but if I think back and really remember, she was in my thoughts 100% of the hour because what else did I think of? Certainly not school).
I've also semi-fallen to another one, whom I mentioned in previous posts. I can't imagine her... yeah. So, therefore, I am full of shit. Literally as well, I ate a lot of fiber today. That girl whom I"m thinking about... I somehow ended up on looking at Music Boxes. I think they're really cute, and I'd get one for my future girlfriend as a gift if it's a quality music box with a nice song. I don't think anyone buys them anymore, and I just think it's really cute, rather than a dildo or vibrator.
Now that our paths are almost crossing over again, I just don't know what to say to her. "HI?!?! MS. XXXX. I FINISHED PROFESSOR LAYTON AND THE UNWOUND FUTURE. THE ENDED REMINDED ME OF WHEN... NVM." That's what came to my mind after finishing Unwound Future. I really did not know what to say to her when she talked to me, and it's weird because she talked directly at me without knowing it was me. AND it wasn't talking, typing or whatever, because I believe in online relationships.
Speaking of online, minus the relationships, I am thinking of writing an FP MAGE PVP Guide, because some people suck. Seriously suck. And those new guides coming out are crap. Tier list? Craps. Those in Basilmarkets are craps!!!
So anyways, in conclusion, I am full of shit and I am dishonest to myself. SO COME AT ME, I'M FULL OF SHIT.
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