merry christmas eve.

Well that "heartbreak" was ephemeral.

So many people are moving up, and I STILL remain stuck on level 1: Identity.

It looks like the only path I can take now, is to become an education major.  C'mon I can do this.  Don't be intimidated by what others say, and what others have.  Think for only myself.  I know I have to do something, and this is it.  WRAH.  I have to register for this test.  Get my priorities straight. Don't think of pass faults.  Think of how manly I am.  Think of my big strong voice.  Concentrate on what I have to say, and don't make it automatic.

Why am I playing Maple again?  lol.  I guess it's fun, and I can be social!  I just have to mirror what I do there IRL.

I'm thinking of taking a drama class... maybe that wi'll loosen me up. My first said it did for her, perhaps it'll work for me.

I'm getting my first step done really well.  I'm healthy, but I know I can be healthier.

Boo for one in a millionth time, I'm pumped up for life, but it's so late (friggin 4 a.m!).