Monday, November 8, 2010

HELL YEAH- a different kind of happiness?!?!

Kid didn't want to leave RP (Reading Partners).  SCORE!

And I finally read The Giving Tree. I bet I would love that story if I was still in that game. (I'll make that a link later to one of an earlier posts when I was in "love")

class in a few minutes.

HAH kid didn't want to go to RP at first, then after experiencing the presence of the ultimate tutor (THAT'S ME), he didn't want to leave.  Kid #1 seems like he's getting bored tho.

by the end of this, these kids will be reading Shakespeare.

EDIT:  (NOVEMBER 9) Both kids love RP, YESSSS.  I guess I'm doing my job right.   And my supervisor said "Jason, you're awesome!" after my last tutor session that day.  I responded with "oh thanks."  I felt so good lol.  It was the way she approached me about it.  I was just finished with my session, and my student stood up, I was still sitting, and then she sat down right in front of me like a business deal thing, or like I was in trouble.   I feel like I'm doing something right.  I felt love with no attraction.  That heart spasm, for myself.  I am no longer going to say "I love pizza."  "I love this house."  Love is this feeling.  That heart spasm, I believe.  So, I'm going to say I love tutoring.

I was so happy that my students didn't want to leave either lol, they were having fun reading!  And I was in charge! YEAY.  I guess I'm a natural?!?!  How much more if I become a father some day.  pwaaHAHAHAaHa, I am so awesome.

Shouldn't let it go over my head though, because the next thing right after excitement is disappointment.  So, I  must keep a close eye out on my surroundings and myself so I won't feel too good.  I need to expect myself to be disappointed.   At least thinking that I will be disappointed will lessen the overwhelming version of disappointment.

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