I don't know her yet. I didn't say hi yet. I think she thinks that me and my friend have a relationship (since I'm always talking to her and walking with her or whatever) or that I'm not interested in being her friend because I didn't say anything to her a couple of times.
So, she leaves early, and it'll look weird if I leave the same time as her. SIGH. She walks too fast. I walk fast normally too but will it look awkward if I walk fast trying to chase her? Unfortunately I walk slow after this class because I have no other class right after this class.
Anyways, this is what I've gathered that makes her even more attractive LOL
-She dropped her headphones, without saying anything. She didn't let out a "SHIT" or "FUCK" or "damnit!" Or "oops!" She didn't say anything. She just picked it up. So mature *___*. and cute. But it could also be the elderly environment, nulling her ability to let out those words of utter surprise.
-She said "thanks." And when she was absent, and asked the guy next to her for the assignment that day she was absent, and she responded with a "thank you so much." OMG good manners. I love that "SO MUCH" part. pwaehehHAHehheOhohHEaha!
-She could laugh and her laugh is cute. Like, I saw her smile when I found that thing for her, it was quick and WTF CUTE.
-Her voice isn't that annoying cute voice. She doesn't sound like she's trying to be cute. But it makes her cute when she doesn't try to sound cute, even though I think she doesn't try to sound cute.
-She works hard, to the point where I overheard her say that she's stressed, and overwhelmed. OMG hard worker. But what if she's overwhelmed and stressed because (she has a boyfriend! or kids!)... well it shouldn't matter, because I just want to be friends. Yup. Just friends. This isn't love. A mere infatuation with potential. How many times have I became just friends with girls I just liked? After getting to know someone, the infatuation USUALLY fades... BUT I have to remember not to force this infatuation because of her good characteristics! I must feel... eh, whatever lol
-And she dresses nice and wutnot. Like, nice as in neutral colors, and color coordination. Nothing expensive. And has nice hair, and no make up OMGggG. AND she's Asian (Korean?) Can't let this pass. NO MAKE UP. That saves a lot of money for our future kids' college fund. Or donations to Haiti.
Hmm she doesn't sound like she's from California though. Her accent is very whitewashed. But that's even more attractive! Asian Asians are expensive I think.
But I shouldn't get my hopes too high, coz then again, this is only her outward appearance. She might be like me LOL, quiet, but crazy at home and in the internet. But either way... her presentation is mighty sexy.
And now that I'm thinking about it... she sounds like what people have described me O_O
Okay, back to work, otherwise I'll be poised as unreliable. Unhusband worthy. Unboyfriend worthy. Unlikeable worthy. James Worthy. Okay, now all in seriousness, I must do my work (only problem with James Worthy is EWW LAKERS).
EDIT: I AM. PATHETIC!!!!! I was looking through my entries and I started planning the "hi" out since September 28. WTF. WHY CAN'T I SAY HI OR EVEN APPROACH HER. LOL I AM PATHETIC. reject me plzzz
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