just one person...

Just one person can influence my decisions so drastically @_@

I should have done this.  I should have done that.

But ultimately, I should just prepare for it.  And I know that I should prepare, but somethings holding me back.  And maybe it's just thinking that somethings holding me back when something really isn't.

But I get lazy.  And now I'm sleepy.  And the preparation isn't set.  And I fail.

It was me.  I couldn't relate.  So much for 100% understanding.

Anyways, wuts really hood?!?!