still doesn't feel right.

I feel that there is something missing in my letter. It's mostly me talking about myself and what I did wrong.  There isn't much love to her, but she won't even believe it if I do show love.

Reverse psychology.  Maybe I'll get angry, and she won't believe that.  But maybe she will. I have to incorporate reverse psychology effects into this email somehow.

Should I show her my blog?  I'll read through it...

I guess I did start off with so much information about me, and you can’t put the pieces together.  I guess it’s like Speech; you have to start off with the very basic information that people can easily understand before going to the much detailed.

Post relationship status:

-No matter how sincere I am, she'll never trust me.

-She thinks I'm bribing her into seeing me in a different light by giving her things.

-She talks to my friends about me. Yet she says she doesn't understand me.

I bet this is all entertainment to them.

Maybe I should show more aggressiveness?  But it scared her away.  And wow I just had this sudden craving for Kara's Cupcakes.

Or now I'm having doubts.  Maybe I should leave it up to her to handle it. It's her attitude that's the problem.

And I think I liked myself BEFORE I fell for her. I guess I convinced myself that she's the one, and I have been looking at her traits... but I look at myself, there are no improvements to what I do. She made me worse than before.

But I am hardheaded.