something I haven't told her.

#1 Take Risks

#2 Don't take Stupid risks

#3 Follow number 2 before number 1

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I don't know what it is, but there's something wrong.

There's a depression I love so much about her, which is probably why I love her so much.

She's inferior to her brother.  Her family is turned by her brother. He's getting more attention than he is.  She's jealous of him. He still attends a University, while she hasn't graduated yet.

Her boyfriend is online.  He doesn't even want to see her, and he doesn't even have the balls to speak or webcam chat with her. How does she feel about that?  She didn't even call it a relationship... she didn't even say she loves him so much.

Her friends are not really her friends.  She's so sensitive to the point where she shuts herself off from them. She does this to find out who her real friends are.

She picks on little things so often. Even things from the past...

Yet she still manages to put a fake smile.  It has to be fake.  The world is turning, and she hasn't turned with it... it has to be fake.  She's opinionated... who's on her side?  Her best friend is superior in terms of finance and support.

I'm not giving up.  She needs me.  I know I can provide the comfort no one else can... I haven't been showing it because I haven't really met her.  It's strange.  I'm being pulled in.  I'm conscious too. I love her. She definitely needs hugs. Or my bear hug.

No, I have it all wrong.  There are hidden things that I don't understand that can't be painted in a picture.

Entering private territory is fun. And dammit I miss her!