I hope it's going to be worth it. I hope she won't disappoint me. I hope things go well for us. I hope she'll be okay. All these restful and restless nights...
all this waiting, thinking, lonely times.
These thoughts to myself, thoughts for myself.
What do I do? I want to keep loving her. She WILL be the girl that I want to live with forever. But it can still go wrong... she's someone else's.
And that's why I should let go.
But that would be stupid, it's like turning down kajillion dollars, plus a lifetime supply of love. And that high feeling, but minus the damagy brain part. Lol, I want to tell her this, she might laugh. Or not, she'll take it seriously.
Bleh, not letting go... not letting go!
Those times? My committed heart searched for a solution. I was committed. I didn't escape.
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