is it smart...

To leave someone who you love so much?

I miss her so much.

I have no one else that makes me feel so happy.

She doesn't make me happy much, but when she does, I get the greatest feeling in the world.  Kajillion times greater than an orgasm.  And I'm saying that, and I'm a guy.

I said I was leaving her, she seemed okay.  I can't see her face, but she cut communications with me.  She didn't beg for the friendship back... or is that what older people do?  Is she showing off that she can just cut the tie so fast?  She must be pretty proud of herself.

If all what is said about reality, that I will move on... then I guess its smart.  Haha, I just answered my own question.  Well, I'll see if I can move on in the next couple of years in my life.

No more love.