convincing myself that she's okay.

She's okay.  She has a lot of friends.  And she has a boyfriend.

So she's okay.

What will I do anyways?

I'll make things worse.  I never make her happy.

This is me, being considerate.

But what if I did, I never asked.

But her actions never showed it.

I love her, and she's smart, so she's okay.

Yup.

But she cut ties with me, I have to gain her trust back. After once, it'll be hard.