whatdoIdowhatdoIdo

So I've been nice to this one girl in class, and she keeps reminding me how she thinks about me all night and now I think she's hitting on me BUT I don't like her and I just want to help her but I don't like her like that and what if I reject and she beats me up or haunts me for the rest of my life OMFG help.

Why am I cursed with such a great personality and good looks.

Now I know how it feels to be the heart breaker, and now I know how she possibly felt OMFG. Like what Iris would say, I am such a child.

IF ONLY I LIED.  I should have said I have a girlfriend and I SHOULD have said that I had a girlfriend (because having a girlfriend before makes me unattractive methinks).

Thinking of that, she doesn't think about me at all either so WTF my wasted thoughts.

Pokemon Team Update

Glaceon

Magmar

Altaria

Liligant

Typhlosion

Charizard

... I think I have too much Fire Pokemon though.  And I do like Magmar more than Magmotar... if I'd take a Pokemon out, it would be Charizard. And I forgot about my Swampert.  Hm.

Maybe it'll be:  Tyhlosion, Swampert, Altaria, Glaceon, Liligant, Magmar

Would have been cool to have:  Zoroark, Gallade, Volcarona or Lucario though.  I'm lacking a Physical Attacker... and a Physical Defender.

If I add in Volcarona, I'd take out Typhlosion.  But that would tamper with my "one Pokemon from each generation" OCD.

Anyways before I start seriously thinking about this, I have to complete my Pokedex.  So far:

Missing in Pokemon Diamond:

151: Mew

207: Gligar

213: Shuckle

216: Teddiursa

217: Ursaring

228: Houndour

229:  Houndoom

234: Stantler

249: Lugia

273: Seedot

274: Nuzleaf

275: Shiftry

303: Mawile

335: Zangoose

381: Latios

383: Groudon

472: Gliscor

492: Shaymin

493: Arceus

And I eliminated with Strikethrough those found in my SoulSilver game.

I'll also omit the evolved Pokemon.  Mawile and Shuckle were copped in my Black,  so that leaves me with:

207: Gligar In Platinum

273: Seedot

492: Shaymin

493: Arceus

My Diamond version also says I have a Jirachi... but I looked in my PC and no Jirachi!

EDIT: Caught Seedot.  Just need Arceus, Shaymin, and Jirachi... and another DS to trade!

Pokemon Team

I'll compose a team of my favorite Pokemon rather than computing the percentages of what other people might use as their team and exploiting their weaknesses.

Glaceon, Magmotar, Gallade, Typhlosion, Liligant, Swampert.

Looks like its going to be a sunny day team.

I'm not sure about Tyhlosion and Swampert yet though.

Honorable mention:  Charizard, Metagross, Salamence, Victini

For sure I must have Glaceon and Magmotar.  They are my favorites.

Been Awhile But I'm Still Battling Moving Fast While You're Still Prattling

SO much to write about.

- Golden Sun Dark Dawn

- Nine Hours, Nine Persons, Nine Doors, and the whole wireless networking and how people may be connected AND scary mummy lady.

- CNA CLINCALS- loving my residents, treating dementia, FEEDING, LOVING, and MORE LOVE.

- Pokemon Black, ICE CREAM, COFFIN, finished, Volcarona=THUGMA + sexy female protagonist butt sticking out throwing the Pokeball

-Grandpa's Death Anniversary, NICK NAME JASO, WAN, BABYSITTING my nephews FAITH, Kaylynn, Victoria, Isaiah, BEING A HATED COUSIN.

- MORE Pokemon

- Cute girl, ugly hairstyle.

-BEING CALLED AN INSPIRATION?!?!

- Good Teacher?  Getting Starbursts.

It's piling up and I'm getting overwhelmed.  Maybe I won't write about what I want to write about after all, seeing that I did skip writing about my cousin's wedding on June.

hope boston loses.

They used to be my favorite team, until what they did to Perkins, Daniels, Erden, and Harangody.

Every day I watch all their games because they are just so fun to watch.  And now the Boston executives traded Erden to the CAVELIERS.  Erden, who started for them for a few games.  Erden, the 7'0" rookie from t00rkey who can dunk.  Erden, the Pencil. Harangoody who works hard. Harangoody, who likes to shooty shooty.  Harangoody, who likes that foody foody.  And there's Daniels, JUST BECAUSE HE GETS INJURED GETS TRADED.  Daniels, the guy who is doing good for his city.  Such a charitable young fellow.  Helping out the youth.  He was so good in defending and finding open shots. WTF CELTICS LEADER TRADING EXECUTIVE MONEY PEOPLE, WTF!

Perkins worked so hard to recover from surgery to fight with Boston. But noOooOO, traded to the THUNDER.  But I guess Thunder would be really good now with him.  He's their missing piece.  GO THUNDER.  THUNDER SAUCE, WHAT TIME IS IT? KD TIME, YEAH!

AND I HOPE DENVER wins more games than NYK from now until the end of the season kthx.

opened up my FB l0l.

I have this compulsive thing where all my activities listed must have a picture, and must be five in each row for a perfect square.  I listed Lily Allen as part of "Music" and damn I love her songs, it hits home and I generally agree with her lyrics, plus she has that jazzy voice which I love singers to sing like.



So if people like Lily Allen's songs, they should be able to relate to me more since I like her songs.  She is popular, so I don't feel that alone anymore.

Changed my major too on my FB.  From Nursing to Libral Arts. Or Liberal Arts or whatever.

I helped tutor one of my classmates.  She said she thought of me all night the next day o.0 but she got a 91% on the test, so YEAY I feel like I'm a better teacher thing.  SO I guess I'll be a teacher l0l. And now my other seatmate wants me to teach her too L0L.

I talked to my counselor, and now I'm encouraged to become a Liberal Arts Major.  I guess I feel a better spark to it now, and I feel a lot more motivated.  As long as its not nursing.  The thought of majoring in nursing felt so mundane and uninspiring.  I don't know if its the fact that there are so many nurses in my family, or that the job itself looks tiring and not worthwhile.  You give medicine to people, and you have to talk to people.  Medicine created by the real people that helps people who are Medical Researchers.  Why did I think about being a nurse anyways, I want to be stable?  My thoughts shifted and being stable in life doesn't matter actually.  What does being stable do?  It makes you stable!  And predictable, safe, plus woman like stable men I guess.  It's good for the children too, my future kid's health plan.

But what if we live.  And we die.  It's the same thing.   We're all going to die.  We're all going to end up the same.  That's already predictable! So if A=B, and C= B, A should equal C! So if nursing path is predictable, and if dying is predictable, nursing should equal dying! Even if the nursing path is dying, it's all good because we all die anyway!  But do I want to die?  Sort of, to get it over with.  AH, that's it, my will to live kicks in, thus I want to live, so I don't choose nursing.

So now I'm back to the beginning, readying my 4.0.  I should look for a tutoring job, but now I must apply to CSU East Bay.  Liberal Arts Major, WRAAH.

Now I remember what I wanted to blog about all weekend.  A GOLDEN SUN DARK DAWN review.

short weekends.

Since I think I've lost interest in MapleStory because of all the Potential equips and godly damage everyone else has except me, I've been playign around my Ipod and downloaded a few apps. Played Bloons Tower Defense 4 Saturday.  And now I've been looking into Hyperdimension Neptunia for the PS3, and I'm feeling so behind on the current generation of games.

When I get a PS3, I need Atelier Annie, that game, Ar Tonelico 3, Cross Edge, Marvel VS Capcom 3, FF XIII, Disgaea 3, and those other junks that I wanted before.  I think there was an RPG about Chopin which I think I'd want to try.

But I won't get a PS3 once Xenoblade/Monad has its official release date, and I'll be getting a Wii instead.

I'm currently playing my DS, alternating between Lufia Curse of the Sinistrals and Golden Sun Dark Dawn, both of which I started today.   I think I'll just start the games, but I'll continue finishing up Diabolical Box.  I think I'm stuck in the forest with some lantern lighting question.

On console, I've been playing Street Fighter Alpha 3 often, and now I want to replay the Ar Tonelico series.  Or should I finish up my new game plus on Chrono Cross?  I think I'll do Crono Cross first since the PSX is already set up in my room, and I'll just play AT when no one else is downstairs (PS2 downstairs).

Been playing a lot of basketball too.  And watching a lot. I missed the last Boston Lakers game of the season because I had a class during that game.  I know it'll be last because San Antonio Spurs will knock them out the second round.

Looking forward to All-Star weekend next week!  And that's it.  Not looking forward to anything else lol.

my really weird dream.

I fell asleep after playing Street Fighter Alpha 3 on Thursday.

And then I had the weirdest compilation of dream sequences I ever remembered.  I'll type this really fast before I forget.

The first one, was that I was a CNA.  I was giving this huge fat lady a bed bath.  I was trying to clean her, and she kept screaming like she was hurt, and telling me not to clean her... until I cleaned her arms then she started talking as if she had an orgasm, and she started smiling and stuff and I was strangely turned on WTF.

Then I was driving up the hill, that looks like Arlington street where my grandpa lived.  There was a stoplight, and the light turned green but the car in front of me stopped.  And for some reason they got out of the car and they were wearing those head coverings... I don't know what you call them (the ones that middle easterners wear) it was a woman and a little boy, and then I heard some announcement which sounded like a middle eastern Hitler, which continued as I went up the hill,  and there was a long line of enslaved people wearing blue turbans and white cloaks walking up the hill.  They looked beat up.  And there were the red turban people, walking with them as if they were the enemy who caught the blue turban people. And the higher I went up the hill, I saw normal people who looked like people I go to school with, and it was like a McDonald's PlayPlace where people were lined up to slide or whatever, but actually at the top should be the leader of the red turban people.

When I reached the top of the hill, there was some kind of Filipino fountain, and my brother told me to park, and he left.  I kept looking for a parking space but couldn't find one, so I went underground somehow and kept going up until I saw that Filipino water fountain.  I don't remember parking though.

And then somehow I landed outside  library, and I was with high school friends and we were thinking of some kind of plan to defeat the red turban people and bring peace to the world.  Then I went in the library alone because they asked me to find an empty table and I saw Frieza and his dad Cooler and I was like "I remember this, Trunks is going to come in and cut him up."  And then I went out the library, came back in, and whatever and I woke up.

Anyways I have a lot to do on Monday.

Reading Partners, Homework, Kaiser, Counselors Appointment.

I can't believe she is only 17:



I feel that I'm in denial that I'm not old.