I am in Southern California for three more days.

Highlight of the trip... or highlight of the year actually, is the meeting of my online friend.  First online friend I ever met in person! She's adorable!

 Unfortunately I met her when I had a black tooth, was awake for 41 hours (made me look like a zombie), and burnt by the sun from waiting in line from the sun for four hours (messed up my skin and hair).

Treat everyone like they are going to die tomorrow.

Yeay I got another "are you under 20?" comment (by someone younger than me).

I hate people too easily

I can't focus on life anymore.

Certainly I was okay before I met her.  I handled things well, hence, why I am still alive today.  If I was not okay, I would be dead. Or did I get that wrong?

Being not okay should not mean that you are dead.

Anways.

But what did I actually do before I met her?

Oh, that's right.  I was waiting for someone like her to come into my life.

One of the most lonliness feelings:

Realizing that I am not home.

Ew it's May

It has been almost two years.  I am still attached.  But whatever.  It has always been like this.

Always been like this, meaning before the almost two years, and after the almost two years.

It was so much better almost two years ago.

Been addicted to Russian Techno lately...

THIS SONG IS SO FUNNY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sF8KQrSP_Q&