Felt better doing nothing than now that I have done something... ugh so painful.

There is way too many people

Tbh, I would have let her go much earlier if her changes were more noticeable, say, going out a lot more for isntance.

But she did not change.  She stays home and plays LoL all day and browses around.

I could have still been with her through it all.

And I miss it.

Semi-moving on was my defense mechanism.  Why did I not recognize it?  How come only now that it has been so long since we have talked, that I am able to put it into words?

5 and 3 look funny on digital clocks...
It looks like two staples side by side.

Collegeboard should include student suicide rates per college... so I'd know which one has the least... and perhaps increase it... ha... ha... ha.

Uncomforming=Death

Waking Up Holding My Head

It is like the emotions I want can only be achieved through death...

So weird how when I was a science major, I was pushed into thinking to trust my emotions.

And now I'm an arts humanities-like major, they are pushing me to support my ideas with facts...

WHICH ONE IS IT?!??!  Like What the Fuck?

If I had no major, I'd be the same, fragmented and unsupported claims.  Yup, that's me.  Like a 19th Century German thinker.