Empathy of the Earth

Usually during these tumultuous times in my head,I'd cry... but I really didn't.  I think I tried to which caused me to go temporary insane, but I really couldn't shed a tear.

But today, in the middle of all these sunshiny weather, it happens to rain today.  Perhaps the sky is crying for me, knowing that I can't cry.

And that'll do.

Dammit, I WAS JUST PLAYING WITH THE HIT COUNTER.

And bitch you didn't say please.

10 Day Challenge, Day 8

8. Three turn ons

1. Cries a lot
2. Talks to me
3. Blogs (apparently all the girls I've ever liked, blogged)

Edit: June 2, 2013, 12:00 Noon.  Instead of "talks to me", I'd say really loves me and appreciates me genuinely... I think I want a relationship where I am loved.

the thing about falling for someone after being friends...

Is that you don't know how to act once you realize you fell...

You start doing different things... like maybe it was just for attention?

But really, try staying the same... just be the same, and that was my problem... I tried changing for her... I tried to imitate the people whom she probably would like.


But I'm not like that.  I'm really not like that.  I was who I was, and what I tried to be, I am not.

But maybe I am who I tried to be: I am that process of what I was trying to be.

Was I just trying to manipulate her into thinking what the kind of person she thinks she likes?

I don't know.

And I probably won't, because I don't, and only God knows.  I'm only humans, and each human's different...

There's nothing I could have done, but I felt that I have the capabilities to do so, because we are all human and we can do what other humans can do, right?

But each human ignites a certain feeling towards other humans that can't be imitated... that I think, cannot be immitated.  This is why first impressions count so much... I guess.

I don't know.

When they fall in love, they are truly blind with it, allowing it to consume them.

Consumed right now, yes.

lalala~

hearing from you was like listening to a really good song
stalking you was like downloading that song illegally.

10 Day Challenege, Day 7

7. Four turn offs

1. Bigotry
2. Slippers with jeans
3. Smells bad (a lot of perfume smells bad too)
4. Weird make-up

reflection phase

she said I was too calm 

And I guess my non calm form wasn't good enough... but I think I am naturally really passive and calm because I don't give a fuck about anything.

I don't like you

Fucking dumbass.  I said I only care about myself, and caring for myself means I only care about liking you.  I don't give a fuck if you like me or not. 

Nutrition Facts

I've learned somewhere that the labels are misleading.

But I don't think much people read them anyway.

I think Nutrition Facts should be like this, or at least have a label that tells people this:

CHOCOLATE CAKE:  Makes you fat

Or tells what it does to your brain.

CHOCOLATE CAKE:  Makes you fat, makes you more aggressive, lazy