I Think...

 I'm totally done with Video Games.  I was playing Octopath Traveler 2 and just having a terrible time with it.  Falling asleep during cutscenes, just being unprepared for combat and losing, wasting time, feeling like it's all a waste of time.  I really enjoyed the first one.  I almost 100%'ed it but didn't even bother with the final hidden boss because I was told it takes like eight hours... time is more precious these days... so I hate it, I feel horrible playing it.  Especially when I lose and get a Game Over. Like this morning.

I think I wanted to like it because there was a Nurse character, and I have fond memories of using "Scrutinize" and the Nurse character does do just that..

Then there's Trails in the Sky the 1st.  I think I just suck at it, and I don't want to get any better in it.  Not enjoying any of these JRPGs and it is making me sad... like, what do I do now?