Damn.  I had a dream of my kami-oshi.  I almost cried when I woke up because it wasn't real, but instead I immediately went back to sleep, hoping I'd go back...

In the dream, my kami-oshi was my GF, and we just hung out and stuff.  This first part was kinda blurry.  But afterwards, the part that wasn't blurry, was when we embraced, then I laid my head against her back, and I could feel her feelings reciprocating, and the "signals" of the reciprocation were visible, and they were both on the same level, so basically it's a "she loves me as much as I love her thing" but it was all visible objectively.  Also, on that second part, she had shorter hair and a child.  I didn't think of it much at the time... but I guess this dream is supposed to take place in reality's far future? Lol.  I don't even think the child was mine, it was probably from her first husband or something.

And so, after that I woke up, and went back to sleep, hoping I'd go back to the same dream.

And I kind of did.  Except it's like time went backwards and we weren't in a relationship anymore, and I was just being awkward in front of her, kinda stalkerish, following her around.  We were in a fieldtrip of some sort... and it ended with me, going to music class and meeting up some of my former classmates from the CNA program five years ago, and they look much older but I forgot their names... hmm.. also, I saw my other classmate friend person and I tried to suprise her but she disappeared.

Sorry, I don't feel like describing settings.  It takes too long for me.  Especially in dreams, where everything is random.