Um... a surprise sequel?

Just letting you know that I decided to move on.

Sorry about my attitute at the end. Realizing that he actually was your boyfriend and you not ever going to talk to me about what I did, clouded my judgment.  Him siding with you made it worse.  Most people would say to just tell me what I did three years ago, so I can move on. But he sided with you.  So, the only thing on my mind at the time was to break you two up, which resulted in me saying disgusting things about you.  Not only that, it took you forever to respond... here I was, going out of character, being vulnerable, being open, saying everything on my mind, being impulsive hoping for a good conversation and a true closure but it took more than an hour for a single response!  If it takes that long to respond, then it's BS.  It's dishonest BS.  It wasn't even a converstaion.  You sent your messages in long bulks.  This is why I say it's BS.  And you made him respond to the things I was joking in too, not the important issues. Was that even him?  Or were you lying once again?

But I understand.  You did not want to hurt me, because I am now a stalker and nothing else.  You don't know anything about me because you refused to understand me, even though I understood you.  The thing is, we never ended our friendship.  No closure meant we were still friends, at least in my eyes.  You just waited for time to destroy everything? It's too bad time does not erode my feelings.  Criminal relationship? Just because you can't spend ten minutes to talk which could have saved you three years.  It could have saved you from the thoughts that hurt you. You just disappeared, and I felt like it was all my fault, and it was my job to track you down and make up for everything.  You didn't do anything.  You don't care about friendship, you just like spitting that word out because you're desperate for attention since no one else likes you. What did I even do?  Fall in love with you?  And you just shoved me aside.  I'm moving on.  Fuck you. 

PS: My favorite LCS team is SKE48 T1K... F3

Ah, not sending this though.. an unsent letter!  But it'll be in my back pocket just in case something happens... I'll use this.