I met my online friend for ten years IRL.

She and her BF had business in California.  

It's too bad that happy moments in my life only happen spontaneously... or maybe all happy moments are spontaneous?

Anyways, any happy moments are better than non happy moments.

I didn't feel comfortable until we played this four way Pac Man game.  Pac Man game at the Metreon was fun.  I guess just going outside just made me uncomfortable because I don't do it often, especially being in the middle of a big city.  And I needed a haircut.  And a weightcut. 

My mom says I am a snob.  A new thing to ponder...  maybe I'll be more free and less snobish if I have one of those jobs that everyone else has.  

But having a job wouldn't be a problem, if I just pursued my career as a teacher. But I didn't because I keep thinking up reasons why I shouldn't. And I am scared and run away from everything.