Meh, it has been almost three years.  I have decided to not move on because I can't, and I'll just wait around until she's in a relationship, because from that I'll know that I can definitely move on... but right now, I can't move on.  It's not that I do not talk to girls... I think I actually talk to a lot more girls than guys... single girls too, but it's like meh, I don't get the same kind of excitement in talking or I feel like I'll be cheating on her, or like, I don't even care about anything, I just talk because I like to talk... I am saying this because I know so many people are like wth, she's cute and you're not doing anything!  And I'm like... IDC, coz really IDC, going to wait til she's in a relationship, then I'll probably wait around til my feelings are completely dead, and then after that I'll be so drained or w/e and looking old but IDK what I'm even talking about I just want her to get into a relationship already so I can move on... kinda but not really, wish she'd just talk to me again.

And wtf she used to have like 8 followers on Instagram and now it's plus six... and I know she doesn't play Nasus.

Edit: And her followers keep increasing who are theyyyy :(((.  Yeah, not a good sign if I don't want her to have followers Lol.  Y IS IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO MOVE ON.

EDIT2: AND the likes she's getting from the new selfie she posted are all from BOYS :((((