When I try to reason with everything, I try to neglect my emotions as much as possible, and doing that makes me go crazy.

Is it because doing what's "right" and within reason is satisfying an external emotion?  Like another way of caring about others.  Reasoning is about caring about others other than yourself?

Or am I going crazy because it is entirely impossible to change perception?  Everything I see, and everything I do, is all about me, and how it relates to me, and I can't change it no matter what because I am me anyways?

I can't understand people. I think the only thing I can do is relate to them... even though they will never relate to me.

?!?!?!

I really can't put my thoughts into words.