So at first when I saw her new picture in her instagram, my reaction was WHO IS SHE SHOWING HER BARE ARMS TO.  She never posts public pictures revealing her bare arms.  Okay, that's it, she must have moved on, most definitely moved on...

But my brother said it's 100 degrees down there, so now I am like... okay, that makes sense.

Sometimes I think I am so attracted to her because of how she repels me.  Is that why I like her?  Because she doesn't like me, and deep in my conscience I don't like me either, and that's why?  Or is it because I am attracted by how I think she's smart: in not liking me back, not trusting me because I am not trustworthy, because that's how I see myself... unreliable with emotional crescendos.

Maybe I can move on if I like myself deep down.  Which is impossible!  It's in my nature to be humble. But then again, I said deep down.  Past the shallowness of humble-ality.