So I finished reading through Daul Kim's blog...

-Someone agrees with me, that communism is beautiful.  I do not feel so alone anymore in that respect.

-She also questions being logical, and that we're logical so we feel secure and safe... it's a behavioral mechanism to protect one's self.  I can see that.

-She also likes guys who smile back and are happy... like me!  I can be happy and smile.

-Be aggressive in getting what you want.

Maybe I can move on knowing that the girl I liked was selfish?  Maybe I should like someone who is more of a community type of person.. some conformist.  All the girls I've liked emphasized individuality and I noticed how different they are compared to the masses... but meh, I can't really predict anything, and it's not like I'm looking for anyone anyways.

It's whatever!

I also noticed I started blogging here right after she died... she died November 19, 2009.. and my first post is November 16, 2009... I need to carry on her legacy!  Too bad I am no model... maybe I should try to be a model.  I should have been a model, all those Filipino beauty people always say so... or are they just saying that?

 But they've always been saying that.

This song is addicting




Books I should read:
Sophie's World Jostein Gaarder
Milan Kundera's
Madji Murat Tolstoy

Anyways, now I just have to listen to all the songs she listened to.