He died the same way I wanted to die.  Without any signs, no note, no anything... just hanging himself with a belt.

Now I can't do that if I want to be different.

Why was I a little happy when I read hanging?  Was it because when I read "asphyxiation," the primary thought I had of his method was actually hanging himself?

Damnit why'd he have to do this, now I can't use being funny as a cover up, they will all suspect me.  I know it's been always like this, but laughter is supposed to be the best medicine.  Abraham Lincoln was the same way, but he did not kill himself.  William's death defies the meaning of laughter.  Fuck. Holy fucking shit.