I think I blog because... I think I'm dying, or going to die soon.

When I die, I won't think anymore.. and my body chooses which of those thoughts to type... so this is my thought sanctuary I guess?  Maybe that's why I keep a blog and I try to capture as many feelings, attempting to record and describe that "heavy emotion" (I think the Japanese have a word for this...)  Is it because the thought of dying is why we have to "progress" by writing or even talking everything out?