St00pid

Meh, I guess being angry didn't work, or you're really not reading and responding to a comment. But really, I don't care if you suck at being a friend,I just wanted to be able to talk to you again because it was fun...

Anyways, if only you knew how happy I was to finally hear directly from you. Well, hapy isn't the right word. More like relieved, but I really can't do anything. Your barriers are too strong, and the limitations of an online friendship makes that barrier impenetrable...

I was trying to get your attention because I sent you another message on basil, that I wanted you to read so I kept stalking you that time. The first time was just embarrassing because I didn't know you had a tracker... second time I really tried to show that I was to get your attention because I sent you a message and I really wanted you to read it, hoping that you'd be my friend again.

I know I was pushing boundaries. But I wasn't sure. You dind't talk to me directly and I thought you were one to actually tell me in perseon, being I know you wouldn't want the same done to you...

Sorry for that though. I guess I was being selfish. That's all. I thought we ha a good friendship, and I loved you, so I dind't want you just out of my life like that. But I'm selfish because I only thought of myself. It was what I wanted, I wanted to talk to youa gain, even knowing you, yourself didn't want anything to do with me anymore. For that, sorry and bye. I'll never forget anything. Thank you for these precious memories.

"The only time a man can cry is when it's all over"

There, you can laugh at me now.