Ah, today concludes this ten day challenge series. It's been fun, and has been keeping me on BlogSpot... though I think other thoughts made me blog here more than normal, I've even forgetten about the challenege for a couple of days. Anyways,
I want to die instantly with no pain right now. I'm really tired of being deceived and confused with everything that's going on. I don't give a fuck... I don't give a fuck... and there are those thoughts that makes me such a hypocrite, which is stupid because I am who I am, and just fuck it! I don't know, what the fuck, how come she just left me like that...
And what the fuck, this is not even a confession. Well, I guess it is embarrassing, feeling that need to die because only losers feel that way? I don't know, but why the fuck did she just leave me like that... I feel so deceived and stupid... not like I invested real capital on her, but the emotional toll I have and time I've put in devastates me... fuck!
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