So now all I can do is wait... must stalk for three weeks straight, and in the side, come up with another lengthy letter...

must give this everything I have, so I can be hurt 100%.  I guess its another form of suicide buahahahaha.

I can only hope that she'll approach me though... she has to...

I'm getting really tired of it all because I can't do it by myself, I really can't, as much as the kind of person I am, the one who tries to do everything himself...

it's really impossible...

Because any sort of relationship takes two people.