I'm here in Orange County doing nothing when I should be doing my homework.

I could have met her two times already right after we stopped being close.

I am just not interesting in doing what I'm told... this is really bad.

My style of living is really jeopardizing my future, but then again, I've been dead.  It's just this body that's been moving and thinking, but I really feel that "the me" is dead.  There never even was a "me" to begin with...

I am a product of my surroundings and genetics.  That's what "me" should be.  I am always so egocentric though, thinking that I was just much more than that... but I'm not... and it should be okay.