I Think I'll Start Writing Letters

I think I'll start writing letters again.  No manipulation attempts this time.  Straight on to what I'm feeling, and I'm not going to hide that I love her this time, mixed with a little humor.

I must also apologize for pressing her too much?  Maybe I pressed her too much without really realizing it except for now, and I expected her to press me too but she never did... I don't know, but it shouldn't be creepy or anything because we were friends... really good friends if I believe.

And also, I have to thank her for the change in my career path... maybe I was never interested after all in Bio, maybe I was but after learning a bit, I already learned what I wanted to learn from it already, but I wasn't interested in my future that I think I was going to do.

Or maybe I'll write letters but never send it to her.

The only thing I didn't like about her was how she didn't like me back... or showed that she didn't like me back.