It should have been over a long time ago. The addiction to the best friends have been on my tail for a long time, and it has to end, especially with people who don't even know who I am. So it's over, and done, and there shouldn't be another hi coming from me, but from my true self. This moment was expected to come. All good things come to an end, unfortunately this one ends with some loose ends.
I found new friends, with a blend of my old previous ones, but I think this should come to an end as well. How will this one end? Might be the same as the one I had now, but then again, it might be different. Should I just live in the moment?
Everything is happening so fast, I can't seem to grasp it all. What will I do this summer if I don't have any friends? So many meaningless things I do for the sake of in the moment, but nothing good long term, nothing good long term that will last the full long term, unless I step it up, and put all my effort into it, which I shouldn't because it never ends well for me, and I feel like I'm not "getting" something, I'm not learning from any of my mistakes and that causes all the problems in my world.
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