CNA

Yesterday I officially became a certified nursing assistant.  I'm going to miss my classmates. Unfortunately the person I helped didn't pass, so I guess it was all for naught.  And I wont' be talking to her again.  She must feel really bad.  I'm so happy for my other friend who passed.  He thought he wouldn't though because he's a slacker and an alcoholic.  Hope he does well.

Now I can concentrate on my real career- studying to be an elementary teacher l0l.

Elementary school sites feel so nostalgic.  So, REFRESHING.  And I miss Reading Partners.  Being a teacher might have a different feel to it since they'll see me everyday. And that the kids will be AGAINST me.  So as a first impression I have to be an ass.  But have a sense of humor.  A humorous ass.  I'll go for it.  The degree.  And after that, I'll do whatever it takes to find a job.  Most jobs require being bilingual. I guess I have to improve my Spanish.  Ironically enough, I dropped Spanish for Teacher Cadet.

I envision myself teaching in a ghetto class, and raising their API score.  I get intimidated by nice looking schools with well-mannered children.  But I guess I'll teach with whatever I get though.  Wherever I can get experience.  And if I can't find a job, I have to get my Master's degree while working as a CNA or a job that is related to teaching.

What is my goal in life.  I guess it is to fight depression.