Fantasy Tennis

This is what I've been up to the past week.

FANTASY TENNIS.

I lost 3 straight in DOUBLES.

And then figured it wasn't my kind of play.

I play ALONE!!!


I SWEPT him in our four matches.  So now my record is like 4 wins and 5 loses.  I won 4 straight!  This Skalid guy was part of that doubles team that beat me and this other random guy.

FINALLY something to boast about.

Random thoughts of the week:  Have I've been living only to impress people?  All this self sacrificing and degrading my ego to impress people?  Do people even realize that I'm doing it intentionally?  Or am I doing it because of a good heart?  I highly doubt that it's my heart.  Maybe I just want to be different.

Do we only live to gain pleasure and avoid pain?  I've been attracted to pain quite lately however the result makes me want to die, so I guess we have to avoid this pain to not die?  What's wrong with dying anyway, since other people die.  Another thought is, why couldn't we be built like Jimmy Neutron, like having a flashy brain blast thing when we think of an epiphany or something.  Perhaps its because that epiphany wasn't really much of a realization but a random thought that is meant to be forgotten?

The more you get stressed, is it easier to cope with?  The more you fall out and in love is it easier to fall out?

If someone's opinion is the same as your's on a certain subject, would you agree with the same opinion?  How about if that other person's opinion is different on the same subject but common grounds?  Would you think that person has the right answer?  I bet I would search for a reason to agree with.

Maybe if I age more I'd have more answers than questions.

My next entry is my heartbroken story of The Unanswered Call Light.  Then again, I never follow up on entries that I say I would write about.