sparkling city of ruin.

I passed the Reading and the Math section of the CBEST.  Now I'm just waiting for the results of the Writing portion.  I wrote too personal on the writing, and it hurts thinking about it. I thought the feel would be the same as the HESI exam, but this exam actually made me think.

I think I'm missing a few classes even though I completed 73 units.  I should have followed up on why my Psychology teacher gave me no credit when I should have gotten an A and 3 units.  Oh well, doesn't hurt much taking it again, I'd like to relearn some of it anyway since I forgot what I learned.

My Mechanic is level 76.  I really slowed down, it doesn't take long anymore to get to 70.  I got to 70 in 2 days, when it really should have took me 1 day.  A few hours if I was at my prime l0l. I don't know what to do with my FP Mage, I'm leaning towards maxing Infinity.  Fire Demon won't be worth it since I don't have a fire wand.  I don't use Meteor too often either, but I raised it to level 18.  Maple Warrior is just too expensive.  So I guess I'll max Infinity.

Time is going by too fast.  I had a dream that all my high school friends and acquaintances went to the same college as me, and I was happy.   Maybe I miss them.  Nah.

I really feel like I want to stay in school forever.  But when I go so slow, I feel so guilty and rushed.  Try to relax... that's what I should do, follow my best beneficial advice.  I wrote about that as the most beneficial advice someone has given me, on my 2nd essay of the CBEST.

Life has been, whatever. But it's all me! So I'm.. whatever. l0l.

I keep retreating from the thoughts I'm supposed to be thinking.  Supposed to be thinking, meaning my own responsibilities that society has imposed upon me.  I want to be isolated, I want to know what I'm naturally.

I really do belong in the Romantic era l0l.  Stupid stupid stupid ><"

and I blocked search engines.   why the hell am I getting views referenced by search engines?!?!?

My room in terms of mess has been below standards  since the Big Bang patch.

Reality.  Love has been an escape.  Basketball and games has been an escape from love. Story of my life.



Oh yeah, and I've been playing Harvest Moon Back to Nature.  I gave Bold mass Flour presents so now his heart meter is maxed lol. I couldn't get into my new file so I continued the one I played 10 years ago.  Labble and Bello gave birth, I named Labble's daughter Nimbus, and Bello's daughter Ballo!.